Musings of An Old Man

by Brian K. Moore

Run-in With Dale

Phyllis and I built a medical center for a group of doctors in Victorville. The medical center was named, “Viewpoint” because of its hilltop location. We built…

Phyllis and Brian Motorhome Across USA

1985 Day 1, Sunday Sept. 15 Left home about 12:30. Went to H & E to return fly-killer and had lunch at Sizzler. Spent first night in Bishop camp ground…

A Tough Call

Any call made in the High desert in the 50s was a tough call. Phone service in the High Desert was virtually non existent! There was no area code. The few…

Lights Out in Apple Valley

When our son Jim was 16 years old, he worked at the Texaco station on Highway 18 in Apple Valley. This gas station was unique in that it serviced automobiles…

Funny Business

As a landlord, I have usually handled tenant relations in a fairly conventional manner; however, on occasion I have made some rather unusual or innovative…

Back From Belize

In 1979, when our motorhome was brand new, Glen and Katy and Phyllis and I took a trip to Mexico. Phyllis and I traveled in our new motorhome and Glen and Katy…

Azucar Mine

In early summer 1935, a mere 75 years ago when I was 16 years old, I spent a week working as a helper to my 21 year old brother Joe in the Azucar Mine, which…

The Smartest Thing

I’ve done a lot of things in my life and some of them were pretty smart. BUT! The smartest thing that I ever did was marry Phyllis, and be able to spend…

Grand Coulee Dam

In early summer 1936, just after graduating from high school at age 17, I took my first foray into the big world to make my fortune. I did this under the wing…

Who's the Boss?

The relationship and the marriage and the life of Phyllis and Brian was an equal partnership! I know, because I was heard to say on more than one occasion,…

Phyllis Gets Tough

In 1964 Mike Montejo, a tile contractor who did tile work for us, told us that his wife Happy Montejo, who was a real estate broker, had a couple of lots for…

The Doctor Came to the House

In 1975 Phyllis and I bought a houseboat. Phyllis had been wanting a houseboat. Phyllis liked to be “right on the water.” When we went traveling in our…

It Still Hurts

It is September 3rd 2009. In six days it will be nine months since my beautiful, wonderful Phyllis was taken from me. I have been told about how the hurt and…

Brian Finds the Letters

In the late spring of 1944 I was drafted into the Navy. Draftees always went into the Army. The Navy was all volunteer. I was drafted into the Navy because I…

Phyllis's Marker

I designed Phyllis’ grave marker. It is really “our” grave marker because I’m on it too. All that is missing for me is my “date of death,” which at present is…

Pete's Pocket

Phyllis and I first met Pete and Peggy Sartor in the late 50s or early 60s. We built a home for them on Rodeo Drive in Victorville. Peggy still lives in this…

Phyllis Across the USA

About twenty years ago, in the late 80s or early 90s Phyllis and I took a motorhome trip. It turned out to be a special motorhome trip. We had been on many…

To Frisco and Back

About 10:30 one morning in the early ‘80s our next door neighbor, John Kierstead, walked into our living room and said, “Good morning, Brian whatcha been up…

Taken in Tow

During my lifetime and particularly during a period that extended from my early adolescence to mid-adulthood and tapered off during my middle age, I did a lot…

Farewell to Lassie and the Advent of Purp

Lassie was a dog. A very wonderful Dog. A loving dog with the sweetest disposition that a dog could have. She was our dog in our earliest days in Apple Valley,…

Spontaneous Combustion

Thirty or thirty-five-years ago Phyllis and I built a house for a couple named Culp. The house had an unglazed terra cotta tile floor in the living room,…

Buzz and the Boat

In 1953 Phyllis and I bought our first boat. It was a 14 foot ski boat with a 45 horse power Mercury outboard motor. We bought the boat and the motor and the…

Chin Up Boy

All my life I’ve been good at chin ups. For the uninitiated, a chin up is the act of raising one’s body weight, with the arms, from a hanging position on a…

Young Brian's Go Carts

I started innovating at an early age. I was a fast learner in design and the use of tools. Sometimes it seemed that I didn’t even have to learn. It seemed like…

Stinky's Sister's Car

In 1936, the year that I graduated from high school, George Walker and I and Stanley Davis, known as “Stinky,” went to the desert in Stinky’s sister’s car.…

Brian Learns to Weld

In the spring of 1937, I was 18 years old, out of high school and looking for a job. At an office of The Federal Reemployment Agency, an agency set up by the…

They Called Me Baby

At age 20 I got a job at Lockheed Aircraft. This was just about the time that the United States got involved in World War II. The war production and the…

The Boat Was Sinking

This is two stories in one. They tie together. We were water skiing at Lake Isabella with our little P14 with the 45 horse outboard motor. Our skier had fallen…

The Car Came Down

One evening in 1940 or 1941 I had brought my brother Joe’s car home to do some brake work for him. This was before Phyllis and I were married, and I was still…

Brian Tips a Glass

I have been really inebriated twice in my life—once at age 17 when I was learning about wine, and once at age 25, when I was learning about whiskey, and was…

Swim Over the Coral

We were on a Caribbean cruse on a big sailing vessel with auxiliary diesel power. The ship was anchored off shore. The shore boat was loading to take a group…

Swim in the Current

I learned to swim at age 17. Despite the late start, I got to be a pretty good swimmer. On two occasions my swimming ability almost got me in serious…

Stop Car With Foot in Tailpipe

Way back in the ‘30s, motor vehicle laws were much less restrictive. You could do just about anything that you wanted to do as long as you didn’t drive too…

Burn up Motorhome

This story is listed in the category of “Dumb things I have done.” I also have a category entitled “Unusual or Innovative things I have done.” Sometimes these…

Brian Sticks His Tongue in a Light Socket

All my life I have been a little cavalier about encounters with electricity. Having considerable knowledge of electricity has helped me maintain a healthy…

Brian Punches the Inspector

In 1942, the year that Phyllis and I got married, I was working at Lockheed Aircraft as a Group Supervisor. I had supervision of about 50 people. My section…

Brian Pours 5 Gallons of Water in Gas Tank

A long about 1980, Glenn and Katy and Phyllis and I were traveling in Mexico, in Baja California. Baja was quite undeveloped then, with almost no paved roads…

Brian Abandons Ship

In the early days of water skiing my good and old friend, Don George, and I were water skiing on the Colorado River. We had no observer as this was not yet a…

Blow-up Motorhome Battery

For years I have heard that batteries could explode. The action of a battery involves breaking water down into hydrogen and oxygen which is an explosive mix so…

Radiator Water and the Old Dodge to Louisiana

In early summer 1935, when I was 16, my mother and my 21 year old brother, Joe and I took a trip from Alhambra to Louisiana to visit family members there. We…

Brian Breaks His Back

Sometime in the 60s I built a swimming pool for Glenn and Katy Mc Connell. Glen and Katy ran the local lumber yard and were good friends of ours. We had…

Three of Us Jumped Ship

Phyllis and I were on a Caribbean cruse with a group of old friends. Included in the group were our son Jim, who was single at the time and the daughter of a…

Brian Goes on the Bum

In the spring of 1937 I was working as a welder at the General Motors assembly plant in Torrance, CA. In early summer the plant closed for a week in…

Brian Cooks Weenies

Phyllis worked in the office as a receptionist, a secretary, a bookkeeper and a good buddy to anyone who came in and wanted to talk, of which there were many.…

Phyllis's Hysterectomy

In the fall of 1958, after going through quite a period of suffering from “female trouble,” Phyllis reluctantly decided that surgery was the only solution. She…

The Boat Was Sinking

This is two stories in one. They tie together. We were water skiing at Lake Isabella with our little P14 with the 45 horse outboard motor. Our skier had fallen…

Phyllis's Inheritance

Phyllis and her stepmother, Maxine, had a very good relationship. They were good friends and Phyllis and I looked after Maxine after Phyllis’ father died. We…

Brian Plays Tricks on Phyllis

Over the years both Phyllis and I, when the weather allowed, went barefoot around the house quite a bit. Since my feet were bare quite a lot, I developed…

How Do I Remember Glenn?

Read at Glenn McConnell’s funeral HOW DO I REMEMBER GLENN?DOWN AT THE LUMBER YARD I REALLY CAN’T REMEMBER WHEN I’VE SEEN A FELLOW WORK SO HARD HE’D TALK TO…

I Bough a Card

I BOUGHT A CARD FOR YOU TODAY BUT THERE’S NO WAY A CARD CAN SAY THE LOVE MY HEART HOLDS FOR YOU ON THIS ANNIVERSARY FORTY TWO IT CAN’T DESCRIBE THE…

ANNIVERSARY 47

I LOOKED AROUND TO FIND A CARDALL FULL OF MUSH AND GOO. FOR I WAS TRYING VERY HARD TO SHOW MY SENTIMENT FOR YOU. THERE WAS NO CARD THAT I COULD FIND THAT…

ANNIVERSARY 49

49 YEARS! WE’VE BEEN MARRIED FORTY NINEAND IT’S FINE WE COULD SAY THAT IT’S A SIGNTHAT WE ALIGNSUN WILL SHINETOE THE LINE AIN’T IT FINE? WE’VE BEEN…

ANNIVERSARY 50

Date: 50 Years Plus 4 Days WHILE THOUGHTS OF THE PAST AND OUR MEMORIES FILL US I LOOK AT MY WIFEAND I CALL OUT “HEY PILLUS” FOR THAT’S WHAT SHE’S CALLED…

ANNIVERSARY 52

OF ALL THE GOOD THINGS THAT I EVER DID DO, THE VERY BESTWAS MARRYING YOU, AND: OF ALL THE GOOD THINGSTHAT I’VE EVER DONE, MARRYING YOUWAS THE VERY BEST…

ANNIVERSARY 53

Photocopy from Anniversary Poems Notebook

ANNIVERSARY 55

Photocopy from Anniversary Poems Notebook

ANNIVERSARY 57

Photocopy from Anniversary Poems Notebook

ANNIVERSARY 58

Photocopy from Anniversary Poems Notebook

ANNIVERSARY 59

Photocopy from Anniversary Poems Notebook

ANNIVERSARY 60

Photocopy of My Card for Phyllis

ANNIVERSARY 62... WHOOPS!

ONE YEAR AGO I WROTE A POEM,FOR ANNIVERSARY 63, IT WAS A REAL NICE POEM, AS NICE AS IT COULD BE, BUT WHEN I OFFERED IT TO YOU, I FOUND TO MY DISMAY, WE’D…

MY LOVE FOR YOU

MY LOVE FOR YOU WAS MEANT TO BE,FOR ALL OF TIME – ETERNITY. I’VE LOVED YOU AS YOUNG LOVERS MUST,WITH FORCE OF PASSION – NEED – AND LUST. I’VE LOVED YOU AS…

ANNIVERSARY 63

TO MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE ON OUR 63RDWEDDING ANNIVERSARY MY LOVING WIFE AS YOU CAN SEE, YOU’VE SHARED MY LIFEFOR 63. ALL THIS TIME WE’VE JUST BEEN…

ANNIVERSARY 64

TO MY PILLUS FOR SIXTY FOUR WONDERFUL YEARS OF MARRIAGE AT OUR ANNIVERSARY 64, IT’S STILL MY PILLUS I ADORE. HOW BLESSED AM I TO SPEND MY LIFE,HAVING…

65 YEARS OF HAPPINESS

TO MY PHYLLIS:FOR 65 YEARS OF HAPPINESS WE KNEW THE THRILL OF LOVE’S BEGINNING WE PLAYED A GAME WE BOTH WERE WINNING THE GAME THAT WE PLAYED. WENT THIS…

ANNIVERSARY 66!

TO PHYLLIS, MY LOVEFOR OUR ANNIVERSARY 66 PHYLLIS, MY LOVE, DO YOU KNOW THAT IT’S TRUE SEVENTY FOUR, PERCENT OF MY LIFE, I,VE BEEN MARRIED TO YOU? THOUGH…

WELCOME LADIES

KIWANIANS COME IN MANY FORMSBIG AND TALL AND LITTLE THERE’S THEM THAT’S THINAND THEM THAT’S FATAND THEM THAT’S IN THE MIDDLE TIME WAS WHEN WE OF MASCULINE…

SECRETARY'S DAY

WE THOUGHT THE MEETING WOULD BE MERRY IF WE WOULD BRING OUR SECRETARY WITHOUT THESE GALS WE COULD NOT LIVEBECAUSE THEY HAVE SO MUCH TO GIVE PBUT, WAIT A…

PIE POEM

TODAY OUR HEARTS ARE FILLED WITH JOY CAUSE ALL THESE GIRLS AND JUST ONE BOY MADE ALL THESE PIES OF EVERY SIZE AND BROUGHT THEM HERE TO SELL YOU GUYS SO…

MYSTERY BUS TRIP 2002

POEM ABOUT MYSTERY TRIP 2002 TO CATALINA ISLAND (This poem will make up in quantity what it lacks in quality) Now that this trip of mystery, Has been…

LINUS'S CANE

WHEN TIRED OF STANDING ON HIS FEET YOU’LL FIND HIM SITTING ON HIS SEAT LINUS CANE IS NOT IN VAIN IT IS A USEFUL TOOL WHEN HE’S TIRED OR FEELS IN PAIN HE’LL…

JOE APPLESEED

This jingle was written for Joe Mc Kaskle after he ram rodded the sale of over 1,000 apple trees. HIS NAME IS JOE HE’S ON THE GO HE REALLY FILLED OUR…

TOM IRWIN HAS JOINED US

Tom Irwin has joined us I feel For a reason I’ll shortly reveal He had no chance of eating With his wife at the meeting And him sitting home with no meal

BILL BENDELE THE BIG MAN

This poem is preceded by talk about Bill’s value to the club and about how if he fell short in anything he could just make it up in sheer size. POEM A big…

GENERAL OLD SAYINGS

Our observations are influenced by our expectations. Be sure to notice the nice days. There are lots of them. Consider your gut feelings. There may be a…

FAVORITES

Trust yourself. Be worthy of the trust. Respect yourself. Act accordingly. You will be respected. Plan your day. Plan your life. Plan to change your plans,…

ABOUT PATRIOTISM

True patriotism does not include the saying “my country right or wrong.” True patriotism is an endeavor to make your country right. True patriotism is the…

ABOUT STUFF

The stuff in her purse will expand to fill the available space. The stuff in your storage shed will expand to fill the available space. Some times it’s…

ABOUT GROWTH

Growth! Automatically considered good! Like Mom, Apple Pie, 4th of July, The Flag. But growth isn’t just automatically good! Growth can be just what we need…

ABOUT HONESTY

No one is completely honest. The difference between a white lie and a whopper is a matter of degree. People who are generally honest lie about their gas…

ABOUT ANSWERING QUESTIONS

Say what you mean and mean what you say. Answer the question that was asked. Learn to answer a “yes or no” question. Don’t give a “why” answer to a “yes…

ABOUT BELIEVING

A woman will believe anything that anyone except her husband tells her. We tend to believe what we want to believe. Believe only what you believe is…

ABOUT SECRETS

If you can’t keep a secret, don’t expect someone else to keep it for you. It’s only a secret if no one but you knows it. If you don’t want someone to hear…

ABOUT COMMUNICATION

Failure to communicate is the cause of untold problems. Communication is the communicator’s responsibility. The communicator should speak in syllables not…

ABOUT OTHER DRIVERS

Learn to treat other drivers as well as you would treat other pedestrians. Try to think kindly of other drivers. When you meet other drivers socially they…

ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS

Try to be as nice to your loved ones as you are to strangers. Don’t try to remake your mate, neither of you will like the result. Husbands shouldn’t tell…

ABOUT LEARNING

Formal education is great, but the real world sorts out the things that you really need to know. When college grad friends ask, “Where did you go to…

ABOUT THE FOIBLES OF BUSINESS AND GOVERNMENT

Businesses dump their problems on their customers. (Consider speed bumps, nasty little price stickers, inaccessible packaging). You know you’re in a high…

ABOUT WHAT TO SAY

Don’t let your mouth get you in trouble. What is said cannot be unsaid. If you don’t want someone to hear what you said about them, don’t say it. When…

ABOUT YOUR MODE OF OPERATION

Make rules for yourself. Follow the rules. Be self confident. Trust yourself. Be worthy of the trust. Respect yourself. Act accordingly. You will be…

ABOUT OPINIONS

Don’t defend an opinion just because you already have it. Make each opinion stand on its own If an opinion can’t stand the real world test, discard…

ABOUT MISTAKES

Mistakes: Try to avoid them. Expect to make them. Plan to correct them.

ABOUT SCREW UPS

You are considered a good mechanic when you can fix your own screw ups. You are unique if you never screw up. The only one who never screws up is the one…

ABOUT NOT LOSING THINGS

Rule: Don’t just “put things down,” glasses, cell phone, coat, purse, hearing aid. Place them so that when you leave they will have to go with you.

ABOUT LOSING THINGS

If you put something on the desk, you will likely lose it. If you put it away you are almost sure to forget where it is. If it’s lost, you’ll likely pick…

ABOUT DOING IT WRONG

If there is a 50-50 chance of getting something right, 9 times out of 10 you’ll get it wrong. If there’s a wrong way to do it, you’ll probably find…

ABOUT WHAT WE DON'T KNOW

It’s more important to know how to find out, than it is to know. The things that we don’t know greatly exceed the things that we know. You are only truly…

ABOUT GETTING THINGS DONE

The greatest aid in getting anything done is the belief that you can do it. Don’t take no for an answer until there are no other options. Success is not…

AND FINALLY......

When the more important things are done we should reform the language: Eliminate all double letters. Mississippi would be Misisipi! No consonant would have…

INTRODUCTION

In 1992 Brian started a notebook of “BK’s Old Sayings and Sage Advice” and added to it over the years. These entries were revised, improved and embellished for…

PHYLLIS HOSTS A PARTY

In late summer of 2008 Phyllis said that she would like to host another Kiwanis installation. This is a special Kiwanis dinner meeting where the following…

PHLOWERS FOR PHYLLIS

For quite some time as an ongoing thing I made bouquets for Phyllis from the flowers and greenery and native growth in our yard. Last fall, two or three…

UNTOLD MEMORIES OF PHYLLIS

When I started these writings I had planned to tell my memories just as they were so that they would be real memories not doctored up, watered down versions of…

SHE CALLS ME DADDY

MY LITTLE MARGIE, AS A TOT,CALLED ME DADDY QUITE A LOT MY GROWING MARGIE, AS A TEEN,CALLED ME DADDY IN BETWEEN MY ADULT MARGIE, FULLY GROWN,CALLED ME DADDY…

I LEFT PLUG OUT

I bought my first car, a 1921 Model T Ford, when I was 13 years old and spent most of the summer working on it so it would be ready to drive. When I turned 14…

BRIAN CUTS A DISH

I was making something and I needed a piece of smooth plastic about four inches square and about one eight inch thick. I had been through all the stuff in the…

I STUCK A NEEDLE THROUGH MY HAND

In the mid 30s I worked for Uncle Fred quite a lot. Uncle Fred manufactured small gas heaters in a small, family operated business located in the basement and…

POME IN HONOR OF PRESIDENT DIEEN

By Myron K. Bore THE FIRST TIME THAT I MET DIEENSHE WAS ONLY SEVENTEENAND SURE TO BE A BEAUTY QUEEN. YES THAT’S RIGHT SHE DIDN’T DALLY,SHE BECAME MISS APPLE…

AFFLICTED EAR

AFFLICTED EAR WHEN AN EAR IS AFFLICTED IT CAN BE PREDICTED THAT SOUNDS, ONCE SHARP AND CLEAR,ARE AMONG THE THINGS YOU HARDLY HEAR EVEN WHEN THE SOURCE IS…

MR. AND MRS. DODDER

NOW DAYS WE DODDER TO THE DOOR WE USED TO STRIDE WITH EASE WE JUST AIN’T GOT IT ANYMORE WE JUST HAVE MEMORIES THEN WE DODDER TO THE CARTHEY LET US HAVE A…

ODE TO A BASIC COFFEE POT

WE LIKE OUR BASIC COFFEE POTBUT NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT IT’S GOT WE LIKE IT MOST FOR WHAT IT’S NOT IT’S JUST A BASIC COFFEE POT YOU DO NOT HAVE TO GO TO…

ANYONE CAN WRITE A POEM

SOMETIMES IF YOU’RE NOT A DUNCE YOU’LL WRITE A POEM ALL AT ONCE BUT GENERALLY, TO MAKE A RHYMEYOU MUST WORK IT OUT IN LONGER TIME WHEN ASKED FOR A POEM OF…

DALE EVANS

Author – actress – benefactress That’s how we perceive her And when she speaks to us today You know we will believe her For Dale’s a doer, and she…

CATCHING UP WITH WILLARD

WHEN I WAS BORN – SO I’VE BEEN TOLDWILLARD WAS ALREADY FOUR YEARS OLD MY AGE WAS ZERO – AND IT’S PLAIN TO SEEWILLARD WAS INFINITELY OLDER THAN ME BUT WE…

SHE LAUGHED WHILE SHE TALKED

Phyllis had a cute little characteristic which I have never seen in anyone else. Sometimes she would laugh while she was talking. It made her kind of hard to…

SIX MONTHS HAVE PAST

SIX MONTHS HAVE PAST, JUST HALF A YEARSINCE YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME DEAR THOUGH THESE MONTHS ARE PAST AND GONETHE PAIN AND SADNESS LINGER ON ALL THROUGH THE…

WE HAD IT ALL

2009 WE HAD IT ALL “We had it all.” Those words tell it. There’s no way I can tell all of the things we had. There were so many. These are a few of…

PHYLLIS DIES

My beautiful Phyllis died December 12, 2008, from Alzheimer’s disease. The disease was kinder to Phyllis than it usually is to its victims, in that her decline…

BRIAN HURTS PHYLLIS

2008 This hurt was certainly not intended by me. Rather than causing hurt it was my intention to protect her. I may have misinterpreted the remark that she…

BUSTED HEAD

2005 In late September 2005, Phyllis and I and a whole lot of other people attended a fund raiser sponsored by the High Desert Community Foundation, of which…

PHYLLIS GETS A NEW SHOULDER

This is not a fun story, as most of them have been, but it is part of the memories. On November 5, 2005, Phyllis had a shoulder replacement. She had been…

PHYLLIS BUYS THE BREWSTER HOUSE

1997 In 1972 Phyllis and I built a house for Lenny Brewster. It is a big, rambling, rustic, ranch house on a hill on 13 acres of native desert. Lenny and I…

PHYLLIS GETS TWO DOGS

1996 This is one of my favorite stories because it was one of Phyllis’ favorite stories. She liked to tell the story of how she got the dogs and when she…

PHYLLIS MOVES TO THE DESERT

1954 This story begins with seemingly unrelated events coming together to cause what happened to happen. Event number one: In 1940, when Phyllis was 16,…

PHYLLIS LEAVES BRIAN (AND THE SAGA OF THE POTATO FARM)

1951 This story is not entirely about Phyllis; although, she was involved in the potato farm right up to her ears in the way that it affected her family…

MUSH AND GOO / PHYLLIS BEATS BRIAN

Daughter Margie has reminded me that Phyllis and my life together was not all mush and goo, as may have been suggested in some of my writings. Yes, we…

BRIAN COMES HOME

1949 So far there have been several stories that start with: “This is probably not the kind of story that a 90 year old should be telling to his children or…

PHYLLIS BUYS THE MONTROSE HOUSE

1947 Just before I was discharged from the Navy, Phyllis and Margie had gone to live with my parents. My parents lived in a rented caretaker house on a big…

PHYLLIS FOLLOWS

1944 When I was drafted into the Navy in 1944, the first stop, as with all recruits, was Boot Camp. In boot camp the main objective was to teach the recruits…

PHYLLIS BRINGS A GIFT

1944 The story that I am going to tell about this memory of Phyllis is a tribute to her love, loyalty and demonstrated devotion to me. Som may find it too…

BUSTED EGGS

1942 This is a story that I’m ashamed of, but I’ll tell it anyway because it’s part of the memories and it had a happy ending. Shortly after our marriage,…

THE HONEYMOON TRIP

1942 My first meeting with my future father-in-law was handled by me in a less than ideal fashion. Since I was the brother of his ex wife’s husband, Phyllis…

PHYLLIS'S HOSPITALITY

1941 This is another tale that 90 year olds usually don’t tell to their children or grandchildren, but since this group of stories is entitled “Memories of…

PHYLLIS AND BRIAN BREAK IN

1940 This is a story that 90 year olds do not usually tell to their children and grandchildren, but my memories of Phyllis would be sadly incomplete with out…

PHYLLIS'S MOM

I first met Phyllis’ mother Marge the same time that I first met Phyllis. Marge was a divorcee, age 31, who my brother, Joe age 21, was dating. I met her…

PHYLLIS AND BRIAN NOTICE

1937 There came a time when Phyllis and I began to notice each other. When I noticed that I was noticing Phyllis, I thought “But she’s just a kid!” And when…

IT'S OK TO TALK ABOUT PHYLLIS

Frequently people notice that when the conversation turns to Phyllis, I tear up and choke up, and they will say, “Oh, I’m sorry.” They feel that they have…

I STILL CAN'T TALK ABOUT PHYLLIS

2009 It is March 2009 and Phyllis has been gone for almost 3 months and I still can’t talk about her. I can say things like, “Phyllis used to sit here” or…

ANNIVERSARY 67

Anniversary 67, I face it alone For the love of my life forever is gone My life now is full of sadness and grief But the wonderful memories, do bring some…